Never Enough
How do you say to someone I love you when saying those three words just never seems justify your feeling for them? How do you show them you love them when what ever you do doesn’t seem to be enough?
I’ve felt this way only a few times in my past with people I was involved with in a relationship, I hate that no matter what I do or say I feel that it’s just never enough for how I feel. I had a deep love for Mohcine where I felt a deep need to tell him I loved him at least a dozen times a day. My love for John was a deep strong love too, and my 3rd was Jes but we all know where that went. Now I feel this un crazy need to share to Angela just how much she means to me.
I wish that I could properly and fully express how much I love you. And with the latest mishap in your life I feel an even stronger need to express myself and bring myself closer to you. I want to make sure to tell you more then I already have in the past that I love you.
I’ve been staying with you since Monday night helping you here and there but I still feel like I’m not doing enough to help you. I feel that your having to ask me to help outweighs my offering to help.
Some would say that I’m weird probably for feeling this way, that maybe I’m obsessed or something but I’m not. I just care for you and love you so much, probably a lot more then friends should. But then again maybe there is no such thing as loving and caring for your friends this much and wanting to help them as much as you possible can. It’s almost a little weird how it makes me so happy to be here and helping you. I’ll be on my way to pick up the kids and I feel this sense of happiness. I’m not sure why, maybe it’s because I actually feel how much you appreciate it. Maybe it’s because while you were away from home and I would go visit I felt so helpless, so now I’m trying everything I can to help.
So here is a tear for you as I sit at your dinning room table and look over at you laying on your sofa wishing you were feeling better and out of pain.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THEN I CAN TELL YOU OR SHOW YOU…
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I love my friends (or my close ones) the same way. I had one friend that was so close I felt she was in a way my soulmate at the time and then our friendship dissolved…it was harder than the loss of some romantic relationships.
aww. i can only wish everyone i knew was as sincere and loving as you are. touching.
cloning you might be the solution for peace and leave aross the globe.
i am so sure Angela is grateful and elated to have you in her life. now and always
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